2026-03-25
RE: In Hamilton, where I live, like in most cities, there is problem with drugs. the drugs feel threatening. They really do. But I think I don’t even see it anymore. it’s interesting because I’m so happy here. Who knew I would end up in a place like Hamilton where I could be so happy.
FA: I’ve been reading this book about Kabbalah recently. it talks about those things, how your attitude changes things that show up in life. it just gives a different perspective like what you’ve told me, but it explains why you experience things the way you are, because you don’t have to be in a specific place to be complete.
RE: No, the place cannot complete you. Wherever you go, there you are. That’s what we used to say to my kids. Wherever you take yourself. Having traveled all over the world and lived all over the world with my parents growing up, I recognize that wherever you go, you take your issues with you. You can put them aside for a little while, while you’re getting settled in the new place, but they’re going to come back. They’re going to come forward.
FA: Yeah, but it’s also true the opposite. If you don’t have any issues, then you’re going to be happy anywhere. it doesn’t matter where you are.
RE: 100%.
FA: I’ve started to notice this more around me, which is interesting.
RE: My experience of being alone up in Halliburton created a relationship with me where I really love myself. And forever, I will always be grateful for those 5 years of living alone and being lonely up in Halliburton because I really created a relationship with myself. And I think that is critical, where you have that respect for all of the pieces of you. You don’t necessarily have to love all of the pieces of you, but you have to know yourself and have a great deal of respect for every part of what you’ve been through. Because it’s been a part of your journey and it’s critical.
FA: in this Kabbalah book, it says that the most important relationship that the person has in their life is with God, which means with yourself, with the highest part of you. Which means, as soon as this is established and fixed, then the rest just falls in place.
RE: I think you’re well on the way to making that happen, FA. I mean, you have such a beautiful relationship developing within yourself. You know, the level of trust that you’re creating, the level of self-knowledge that you are deepening, and appreciation and respect for yourself, and how you listen to yourself. It’s really beautiful, right? Really powerful.
FA: I guess I couldn’t imagine such a life five years ago.
RE: No, I’m sure not.
FA: How do I get my kids to this point?
RE: You have to let go of your kids. This is the one thing that I know. This is not everybody’s journey. This journey is not for everybody. All you can do is fully be on your journey, and let go of your apron strings to the kids. And if they want to follow, you can show them the way. But if they don’t want to follow, that’s great too, because they’re doing their own thing. They’re finding their own way. The hardest pill I had to swallow was realizing that it’s not everybody’s journey. And I really, I mean, even though I’ve always known that this was my path, and I’ve always been shown that this was my path in ways different from most of my peers, it wasn’t until my 30s that it became my entire life. And, you know, it happens when it happens. Or not. Enlightenment isn’t for everyone. Like, you know it’s never going to be MA’s path to fully be on the Enlightenment path. It’s not what he’s interested in.
FA: Oh, I actually disagree. he’s very interested in it. He just doesn’t, I guess for him it’s just way, way longer Way. so he’s just at the beginning of that. But he’s definitely interested, he’s doing a lot of stuff. And he’s always been doing. When I met him, he was way more into it than me. And I think it’s true for the kids as well, in the sense that they are interested, but they don’t know how. And I can easily see it because I was like that. I got lucky because there was something inside me that kept bugging me, And they don’t have this element. So, they just gave up.
RE: The turning point for me, like the huge turning point for me, when everything made a lot more sense, was when my muscle testing got solid. When I had the yes-no answers, it changed everything for me.
FA: Yeah, and this was the turning point for me as well. this is what made me go another path. this is what they are trying to do, but they still can’t succeed with it. Like MA is trying it very hardly, and the kids are trying it very hardly, but for some reason it doesn’t work for them.
RE: They don’t go in far enough yet. That’s all.
FA: I guess they will have to learn it somehow. it is an amazing gift that one can get in life. But it’s not easy to learn. it’s strange, because kids can get it when they are very small, they get it easily. But then they just stop, I guess.
RE: Well, you’re told by so many other sources that your own inner knowledge is nothing. It’s not important. That what you learn from this book or that book or that person, that’s what really counts. I mean, society demands that we look outside of ourselves for information, that we look outside of ourselves for knowledge. And the reverse is true. Nothing out there can actually do the work inside until I’ve done the work inside. And then I can say, oh, that’s the road I need to go, if there’s an external road I need to travel. But I have to know it from inside first. Rather than looking at all of the seven paths and going here and then here and then here. And it distracts you from the work inside so that you have actually no inner compass. So you don’t know which path to take. You don’t know which path feels right, because you don’t know what feels right for you, until you know. because without that inner compass, it’s like driving on a road without the GPS or a map. You have no idea where you’re going to end up. I think of the work that I do with my fingers and the work that I do in meditation as my internal guidance system. Just like on my car. I push a button on my car. Something doesn’t feel right here. Let’s have a look at this. Know what I mean?
FA: Absolutely, because this is what my question is about. And I always find it interesting how you slowly get me into my question without even knowing what the question is. it happens so often. And I actually see it all around me. when I have something, then it’s just things around me start to get into the subject somehow. And then like the teachers – the experiences appear. you know what it is, because you told me that’s how it should be.
RE: That’s exactly how the universe works when you are in alignment with the flow. The universe is set up, the program of the universe is designed to give you the experience that you ask for. But you have to be in alignment with the flow to receive it.
FA: Which brings me to my question.
RE: Okay, what’s your question?
FA: My question is how to consciously get into the field? listen until the end so I can explain. And what I need to imagine to get into the place which is outside me, but in which YOU are there when YOU are “sitting with it”. you told me many times: “you have to sit with it”. And YOU are actually in this field when YOU are “sitting with it”. Because this is the place where your asks are replied. If the asks are done outside of this place, you don’t get the things that you ask for fixed. And that’s why it doesn’t always work for me. Because I don’t know how does this place feels. I want to add this place or this “sitting with it” state to my library of feelings. Because I don’t feel it when you or my mat put me there. I just know by the shiver that I get, that the shiver means I was “there” and “the field” finished its work. But I don’t feel that I’m there and that the work has started or being done. And I know that it’s easier for me if I know what to imagine, because that’s how I work.
RE: For me, it’s my inner garden. I have an actual rock in my inner garden where I know that’s where I go to clean myself so that I am fully in the flow. So I know when I’m at this rock, I know how it feels. I know everything about that space. And the stillness that I feel within me. it’s the stillness within me. It’s the moment when everything that is outside and external drops away. And I’m no longer, it’s not that I’m not no longer aware of it, but I’m no longer interacting with my external. I can be fully here in this inner place. And for me, it’s in my garden. remember how I used to try and help you and MA to sit in your inner garden? Because for me, the garden is my happy place. So what would you consider? Would you consider that you can go to your inner garden at the drop, just like that?
FA: I can go there, but for me, this place is not what you described. for me, it’s just one of the places. And it’s not this, I don’t feel things there that you just described.
RE: All right, so where is it for you? Can we give FA a place to drop into in her body?
FA: It almost feels like it’s not within my physical body.
RE: It is within your physical body. It has to be within your physical body.
FA: Okay, you know better.
RE: Well, it only has to be within your physical body because that’s the only place. So, the two key places in your body where you’re going to connect with guidance are going to be: your spirit center or your soul center. So your spirit center is the crown chakra and soul is just below the heart – The solar plexus.
FA: It’s definitely not the soul center. It’s not that.
RE: the soul center is where is your connection with light-energy. And your crown chakra (or the Rondo) is the crown of light around your head that connects with the energy. So, all of the potential that you are drawing in from the universe will come through the crown chakra. That’s where you align with the universal energy. Well, it has to go universal spirit and then the universal spirit is connected with energy. So, it comes in through the universal spirit into your crown chakra and down into your body. So, when you are completely at one with what you are questioning or calling in, then that flow is continuous. And I don’t know where you need to be in your body, but I know it has to come from within. I think you actually need to be more in your belly.
FA: Let me tell you, maybe it’s going to help somehow. I’ve been watching a psychologist person, Talpis, what he did is, for example, he found/identified an issue in your head, for example there is no balance between your inner child and inner parent, by using muscle testing. then he put the person in this “state” where kind of you become part of the one, he called it the field.
RE: Are you talking about the matrix?
FA: I don’t know what he meant, I just saw it.
RE: Hang on, muscle test. Is he talking about the matrix? As I know it.
FA: Yes.
RE: Okay, so that’s what you’re asking about: How do I get to the matrix?
FA: I guess. Because I don’t know what the matrix is. let me finish, it will give you some other stuff. what happened in this state with this person is that the person was, he wasn’t shaking, but his body was moving. It’s almost like a grass moves when there is wind. And sometimes the person wanted to sit. And I know that sometimes when you put me into “this thing”, this is what happens to me. when I watched it, I felt like, I’m familiar with “this”, with what I’m seeing, because I experienced that. And usually after “those things”, I have this shiver. but you’re the only one who can put me into this state. And this state does fix “stuff” when you ask them to be fixed. And this is what you call “sitting with it”, but maybe it’s wrong. when I ask, because I’m not in this state, my ask is not answered. I hope it made it clearer. Because I can’t consciously get into this state. I don’t know how to get there, unless you put me there. I think it’s what you call the matrix.
RE: You can’t get to the matrix yet.
FA: I don’t know what it is.
RE: No, I just checked. Okay, matrix. Are you able to get to the matrix on your own? No. FA level of enlightenment is 12. Is it that she just doesn’t know how to get there? Yeah. Okay, now I have to figure out how I get there. See, you ask these really challenging questions. I just know I have to go to the matrix. Okay. Are you ready for me to answer?
FA: I think I will need a chair, let me bring it, Because I don’t want to fall.
RE: Let me try and explain to you how I see stuff. A little bit. just let me explain for a little bit. And I’ll try and help you figure it out.
So, first of all, there is the non-universal. There is the black hole of all that is not universal. And it is non-specific. It’s pure quantum potential. And from that gateway, I call it the gateway, there is a program. And that program is the universal program. And these are just the words I’ve used to describe it to myself. There is one universal program. And within that one universal program, there are multiple versions of the program. And one of the versions is earth. And on the earth, there are multiple versions or souls living on the earth. Some of them are collectives, like dog soul, bird soul. And then some of them are somewhat collective, but also personal, in that there is a human personal soul, and then there was human collective soul. So, for me, when I look at healing, (and I do this all within my soul center, my solar plexus) I don’t go to human soul or human collective. I don’t go to earth collective. I go to universal. I go to the Universal Program and within the Universal Program, there are parts. So there is what I call the Matrix. There is the Axios Room (or the Lego Room). There is, I call it the Quantum Room and there is the Healing Room and there is Miracle room. So for me, potential comes in through the Universal via the Quantum and it comes into the Universal via the Quantum because there is a need within the Universal, there is a request and the request comes from the Matrix.
So down at the bottom, there is the need. The need calls in the thing. And the need has to go to the Axios Room where it’s actually put together. So the need, let’s call it the Miracle, it’s a request. I need a miracle. then one layer up would be the pieces that are required from outside of the Universal to come through to me are X, Y, and Z… X, Y, and Z need to come together to create this miracle that I’m calling for. And then above that, is the Matrix, which is bringing all of the pieces from the potential in before I even know what it is. So when I sit in the Matrix, I’m not limited by what I think that I want. Anything and everything is possible for me because I’m that close to pure potential. I’m that close to the quantum, the quantum realm of possibility. And then whatever I bring in, I can then take to the Axios Room and put it together like little pieces of Legos and then create the actual reality in my life. you have to be above all of the pieces because you have to pull them in. So in the Matrix Room is where I do really all of the healing. And now, how do I get to the Matrix? Yes, I see how you think that it’s outside of yourself, but it’s not really outside of you, but You have to almost be out of your body to know where you are. Yes. OK, I’m there now. Can you just come with me? so I know what you say when you’re saying that it’s outside of me. It is outside, it’s in one of the fields that are outside of you.
FA: But I don’t succeed to go there with you.
RE: You can only go there with me. oh, I know, all you have to do is ask, take me to the Matrix Room.
FA: Who do I ask?
RE: All that is. But you have to be in your deep meditation place before you can ask so that you’re not holding onto it. So go into your deep meditation place.
FA: I don’t think I have one. I don’t consciously get there. It’s just sometimes happens
RE: when you meditate, Go there. Let go of all of the fear.
FA: let me try.
RE: Poof. You’ve got something coming up right now. Poof. OK, that’s better. Better. Go deeper. A little deeper. OK, now I think you can ask from here. Oh, you know what might be easier for you is to go to the healing pools. Ask to go to the healing pools.
FA: What are those?
RE: Just ask to go to them and then you can tell me what you experience.
FA: My left eye has a tear in it. That’s all I can concentrate on. And I have a heaviness of my glasses on my nose, and I don’t even wear glasses right now.
RE: You’re great. You’re doing great. Keep going.
FA: my right eye, It started to itch inside.
RE: Keep going, you’re doing great. Setting the intention that you let go of everything that you’re holding onto right now. I am completely free. You’re doing great. Rise a little higher. Really good. you doing really good, keep going, don’t give up. restate: I ask to go to the healing pools. Ok, there you go. I visualize when I get to this place that I am underground hot springs and as I go into the heated water, all of my burdens are released and I am warm and it’s humid and I just float in the water. The water is like silk around me. Feel the water between your fingers smell the minerals, it’s beautifully warm , letting go of all that you are holding, There you go, you are doing great. Ha… when you are completely free of all of your burdens then, you can go to the matrix then. But you are not there yet. OK, I think you are almost ready. So now ask if you can enter the matrix. OK now. That’s the matrix. What is that you want to find out here, just ask. What do you want to bring into your life? and don’t see yourself as not having something. see yourself as already having it, so that it knows how to show up.
Connection was lost few times, so part 2 after it was restored:
FA: I don’t know what’s going on, we got disconnected twice.
RE: I didn’t hear what you said at all.
FA: I said, I want to repeat that other time. I got somewhere. I will try to work with it and see where it takes me. Since the very our first meditations, there was this thing which I experienced and called as Blue Healer, and I never knew what it is. I didn’t understand when it appeared and how to make it appear. but I think this is what matrix is. I think this is somehow related to that for me. I literally see it as blue around me, very deep blue. And it’s not around me, it’s…
RE: Yeah, it is you.
FA: I see it as a stain, but not stain in a bad connotation of it. it’s more like a very huge area of blue. Deep, deep blue as part of black. So there’s black all around, but then there is this blue thing which changes its form constantly.
RE: yeah, the black is the quantum and the blue is the field of potential. Because you’re calling out of the quantum that which you are bringing into yourself. it’s no longer nothingness, it’s becoming something, it’s becoming potential. It’s becoming form as opposed to being quantum (nonform). You’re calling in the form into your life. But you can only go there when you are clean. You’re only accepted into the matrix if you are completely clean. And I don’t know how to describe it in any other way. You have to let go of your burden, all that you’re holding onto. Otherwise, what you call in is colored, so to speak, by all that you’re carrying. So go to the healing pools, first of all, so that you can release your load. Your load of all of your defining belief systems, so that you can go to the matrix completely free of all that confuses you, so to speak. Does that make sense?
FA: It makes sense, and that’s what I’ve read yesterday, very close to it. it makes sense, but I still don’t feel it. I understand it now. I understand what it means on the level of the brain.
RE: Practice.
FA: yeah, I need to I need to start practicing and see.
RE: Bharty, when she goes to the healing pools, the healing pools have a color, they have a smell and they have a texture for her. Me, I just know I’m in the healing pools, I suddenly feel warm and protected. So, experiment with that and ask, am I in the healing pools now and use your fingers. Because you cannot go… you have to ask permission: Am I ready to go on to the matrix now? And then once you are ready, then you can ask to go to the matrix. And, you know what the matrix looks like now, so you know when you’re at the matrix.
FA: I have to get to this state of blue healer. Interesting. And that’s exactly when I usually have shivers, after I get to the state. Now, when I recall it, this is what usually comes first before the shiver. And you know what else interesting? when we did it together, it’s almost like you always knew when to tell me to go higher. And for me, it actually goes, when you say go deeper, for me, it actually goes higher, not deeper. Because deeper just means higher, out, out, up, up, very, very up. So the matrix is actually almost the highest point out there.
RE: when I say deeper, for me, when I say go deeper, it means to me, you’re clearing through your clutter. You have to push it aside so that you can go to the next level. Go deeper means push it aside. You don’t need that. Let it go. Leave it here. Keep going. And yes, it is actually go higher. But I say go deeper because it means you’re going deeper into letting go of all that bogs you down. You’re letting go of all that, all that traps you in the state of being. And it’s often a state of unease or dis-ease, as we call it as humans.
FA: Yeah, my physical body was, suddenly things show up and it didn’t let me go. it constantly was concentrating my attention somewhere else.
RE: Right? And that’s where you have to go higher. you call it go higher. I call it go deeper. It means let go, let go, let go of all of that. Let go of that. It’s almost like, you can hear the voices. go deeper, go beyond the voices. But for you, it’s go higher. Because all those voices are your own inner garbage. sometimes you just have to find ways to reduce, reuse, recycle all of that garbage. It’s got to go. And dumping it in the healing pools, it gets reabsorbed. And then you can choose whether or not you bring it back with you when you descend.
FA: So the idea for me to go to the matrix was to be able to let go of all those things which I don’t need anymore. But it’s a paradox because in order to get to the matrix, you have to be clean. how does this relate to each other?
RE: Because when you go higher and higher and higher, you can’t go higher and higher when you are bound by heavy beliefs. in order to go higher and higher… think of it this way, you fake it till you make it. So the more time you spend in the matrix, you have to let go of all of that which holds you back in order to get there. And then you come back to it. And then you let go again and you go there. And then you come back to it. And every time you let go, you lighten your load on earth. Just a tiny bit. And then when you make it a daily practice to spend time at the matrix, it means that you’re holding onto less and less and less of that heavy nonsense, non-truth, non-valuable stuff.
FA: So basically what does the work is the cleaning pools?
RE: The clearing pools where you leave everything behind. No, the real work is done in the matrix. The healing pools are almost like a side benefit. Because you can just go to the healing pools. You don’t have to go all the way to the matrix. Sometimes it’s easier when you’re really, really burdened to just go to the healing pools. But it’s only at the matrix that you can actually make lasting change in your life, because you’re pulling in that which is highest and best for you. You’re really connecting with it. That which is your next step kind of thing.
FA: So how do you explain then that? So the only thing that I was able to think of when I was in matrix is that I want balance. all the rest just was gone.
RE: Exactly. That’s all that’s really important. That’s all. How do I find balance in this world? How do I find balance in this reality that I’m living? And that’s all I’m asking for. Because that’s all that really counts.
FA: So when you were saying I’m sitting with it until I feel the balance, that’s basically it, right? You go to the matrix and you imagine balance. It does have a certain feeling, that kind of balance. I was actually thinking balance between male and female, balance between me and my husband, me and my kids. And at a certain point I was asking for the balance for the earth and balance for the galaxy.
RE: You don’t need to go into that. That’s too much. Just feel balance.
FA: That’s what I’m saying. This is the feeling that was popping up in my being, I guess this is the status of the balance.
RE: I understand. You were being offered that information of what it would feel like to have balance here and what it would feel like to have balance here. This is what balance is. Does this align with your understanding of balance?
FA: Yes, kind of. It’s not even asking about my understanding of balance. It just gave me the feeling. Of balance. This is the feeling of balance. Because I asked for balance. I guess that’s because I asked for balance or is it always like this?
RE: Everybody is unique. Everybody experiences it in the way that they experience it.
FA: Do you ever ask something else than balance? I mean, did you?
RE: I usually ask… Well, I actually don’t ask for anything anymore. I just go there and I’m open to whatever the universe wants to share with me. But I don’t ask for anything. But sometimes I ask for joy. But joy itself can be a bit of an imbalance, right?
FA: No, I feel joy is the state of balance. for me…
RE: No, joy is not the state of balance. The state of balance is the state of peace.
FA: But for me, Maybe it’s incorrect, when I do my morning meditation, first I ask for joy, then you experience this joy to a certain level. at that level, when I’m at the highest possible joy for me, I ask for balance. And I experience balance at that point. But you can also experience balance at the point which is before you asked for joy. And it’s a different balance. And I don’t know how to explain it, because this is what I discovered. That the feeling of balance can be in different, levels?
RE: Yeah. But balance is every state of being.
FA: I would call it higher as well. Because for me, it’s literally higher. when I connect with my crystal and experience joy, that’s what I do. It literally flows through me from my low part, like where my legs are, to the head, which is my higher part. And then it expands further to somewhere, I don’t know where. And this is the place where I experience a lot of joy. And then from that place, which is high, well, it’s not as high as the matrix or the healing pools, but it’s still very high. This is where I can feel balance now. But I couldn’t before I started to do those meditations, Because before I didn’t even knew that the state of balance can be on different levels? No, not on different levels. That the state of balance could be different. I’m lying because my voice doesn’t sound properly. But I don’t know where I’m lying.
RE: I understand, it’s really hard to be specific with words. the state of balance, it has a feeling within me, that I know it.
FA: I started to tell you about this because you told me that you’re asking for joy, and that seemed strange to me. because, for me, it’s an integral part of balance now. But it wasn’t like this before.
RE: Joy is an integral part of balance for you. Yes. That is correct. Joy is not an integral part of balance for me. That is also correct.
FA: So how can it be both?
RE: Because you are you calling in what you need for your life, and I am me calling in what I need for my life. And it’s not the same. It’s completely distinct.
FA: So I can call in whatever I think is appropriate for me and matrix doesn’t decide by itself what to give me? if I am asking?
RE: and that’s double edge sward, so to speak. because the matrix can provide you with so much more than you can even dream of. So learning to get to the matrix is easy, because you set the intention and you go to the matrix and you can ask for something. But as you spent more time there and it’s easier to be at the matrix, then stop setting the intention that you ask for something. you sit with what is possible for me. what is best for me now. And you let go of free determination, self determination even and trust that the universe knows what is best for me better than I do.
FA: how does muscle testing play in this context? Usually I decide what I want based on muscle test, I ask my highest self what is best for me.
RE: but you can only muscle test what you know. when you ask specifics. Is this what is the best for me? and “this” is what you know. that you are aware of.
FA: but the matrix can bring of something I am not aware of, right?
RE: exactly. I didn’t know anything about distinct levels of enlightenment until I became more enlightened. And as I became more enlightened I thought “this is the maximum”. No it isn’t, you can become even more enlightened. and you don’t know until you know. And the matrix is your landing point until it isn’t. until the gateway becomes your landing point. and who knows what’s pass the gateway, I don’t know what pass the gateway. The gateway is where I go now, not the matrix, I go into the abess.
FA: I think you should tell me something else, one more thing, but I don’t know what. from the kind I don’t know what I don’t know.
RE: Is it about the universal? Yes. Is it about the axios room? Yes. Is it about the miracle room? No, it’s about the axios room.
FA: How do you spell it?
RE: I don’t think you’re going to find it anywhere else. It’s just a word that I came up with, it’s a Harry Potter reference. I call A-X-I-O-S, the axios room is where everything gets put together. So you bring in all the pieces via the matrix. And then sometimes I go to the axios room and it almost needs to get built together, like an Ikea cabinet needs to get put together. You’ve got all of the pieces, but you don’t know how they fit. And I just sit in the axios room and fit my life together. I ask to go to the axios room and then I spend time in the axios room. And I just say, I have been given so much, but I don’t know how to bring these pieces into my life in a balanced, harmonious way. So help me to put it all together so that it’s all in balance. So I feel like my relationship with M is a little out of balance. Show me how to bring it into balance. I feel like my relationship with the land is out of balance. What are the things that I need to bring into my life to balance that aspect? And they’re all there because you’ve already brought them in. You’re just not fully utilizing them yet.
FA: Do you go to the axios room after matrix? Is it somehow related to matrix?
RE: I think of it as the tool room. It’s where that which you have brought in, but aren’t quite ready to access yet. I sometimes go there after the matrix room, but I sometimes go there instead of the matrix. When I feel like I got all of the pieces, but I’m not, somehow I’m not using them properly. And you know what? I just ask, where do I go? Where do I need to go today? Do I need to go to the healing pools? Do I need to go to the matrix? Do I need to go to the axios room? Do I need to go to the miracle room? Do I need to go to the quantum? Those are the five rooms, the quantum, the matrix, the axios, the miracle, and the healing pools. Those are the five rooms in the universal.
FA: I guess we’ll have to go through them.
RE: Yeah, I just go, I ask where I need to go today.
RE: I suggest that for a while, you’re getting in practice, you just, you start from the healing pools and then ask, where do I go from here?
FA: So there are 5 rooms: healing pools, matrix, axios, miracles and quantum. Quantum is probably not a room, right?
RE: No, I always think of quantum as a doorway that you step into.
FA: Doorway? for me, it’s something like cosmos, but not cosmos. It’s just something black all around the creation.
RE: Yeah. But you have to, you open the doorway and you step into nothing. That’s the quantum.
FA: And what is miracles room?
RE: I think of them as just gifts from the universe. I just ask if there are any miracles for me today. And I go and receive them with gratitude.
FA: Do you actually say, thank you for this miracle? Do you say that?
RE: I say: bless, bless the universe for this miracle.
FA: Do you say something in the axios room?
RE: No, not really. I can ask for guidance in balancing all that’s going on in my life. I think of the axios room as a little bit like I’m juggling and I can’t quite figure out where all the pieces go. It usually happens after there’s a big like shift of some kind.
FA: I think at this point I know what I needed to know.
RE: Now it’s just practice.